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I've torn through the woods
Combed the deserts
Rummaged through sale racks
Searching...

My eyes and ears have always been perked.
Where's my holywood romance??

I can buy a dress that I think looks amazing when I'm in the dressing room... and then when I wear it the next day, I'll check out the girl at the end of the bar and wish I'd found what she's wearing... forgetting that I thought I looked great until I checked her out :-/

Never quite satisfied.
Constant comparison.
Taking it all for granted.

Once... I looked all over the house for (I'm not exagerating) an HOUR looking for a t-shirt. One grey tshirt with a skater on it... I drove myself nuts looking for it. After what felt like forever, I finally realized that I already had it on - just under a sweatshirt.

HOLY fK WADS Prince Charming is coming to dinner??? Clean up! I have to look good... So, I wait for hours... you sit there on the couch shaking your head.
Wait... are you?
Shit.
If only I'd had that moment where I stopped and looked under my sweatshirt...I'd have seen my heart.