A new hope was planted
Thoughts of you, of us, flooded my every moment
I watched the glitter fall from the sky
Riding the mountain just like you showed me
Diamond dust sparkling in the light of the sun
Then the moon showed me a whole new beauty
I wanted you there, here, with me
The little wings were starting to shake out
Ready to spread, anticipating the word
Just say Go
Total trust in your words, in your promises
I peaked
You know I can't help myself when I know something's hiding
Too excited, like Christmas
So I crossed a line, and there if was
Those words
My words
OUR words
You took them away
You gave them to her
WRENCHING in my chest
Unstopable tear-flow
I needed time.
You took yours... and gave mine away
My time, my words, my heart
My soul lies on a dagger
Each shudder sending new pain through every inch of me
I brought this on myself.
I'm into self-harm.